Especially when I'm not totally grown up.
And I'm not even talking the whole motherhood, marriage deal.
Just...
Remember when you were a kid?
And your biggest worries involved broken crayons, grass stained jeans, and homework.
I would just lounge on the couch, watching tv, and drinking coffee out of one of my sippy cups. My mom would put cereal in a coffee mug for me to snack on.
It seems like I was a kid for a long time. Longer then most people. I lived such an easy life up until college.
I'm just so super stressed out.
My house is a pit. I am by far the messiest person ever, and I HATE it. HATE IT HaTE IT HATE IT. I'm so super horrible at taking care of myself.
I can't change.
WHY can't I CHANGE??
I'm such a lazy fuck.
Siiiighhhh.....
Thats all for now.