August 06, 2004 � Update in madness
I am sitting here with my baby cuddled up in her new Snugli (a baby carrier). She has been a little tyrant the last couple days, and its really wearing on my nerves. This is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But, it teaches me not to run away from things. I've become so accustomed to running away when the goings get tough, but with this, I don't have a choice. I have to stick it through. And I think it's making me a better person and a better mother.

I'm dying my hair dark brown today. I'm uber excited. It's something different. I've never had my hair that dark before and I really need a change of scenery when I look in the mirror.

I really don't have much else to say.