I used to have a "plan".

Plans for my future. For what I want to do. Goals.

Now, all of a sudden, I'm just floating in a planless void.

I have absolutly no idea what I want to do with my future. All I know is what I can see. I know that I'm going to be the mother of two girls. I know that I'm looking for a part time job. And I know that I am going to school again in the fall, but I'm not sure if school is for me anymore.

What happened to all my plans? All my goals? I just realized that they just dissolved! I have NO clue what I am doing with my life! When did this happen??

I once heard that if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans for the future.