August 22, 2007 � I miss my mom
Come up with something in response to all this nothing

When silence only makes you wonder

What is stronger?

Lightning or thunder?

Even though one is so much louder

Like a lion's unquestionable power

And somewhere in the universe every question gets answered

But on weeknights in warren, We only get cancer

And it makes you wonder If souls are bigger than what's under

What's left of our minds

After the dust is blown away & left behind

And how she's that much bigger

When she only gets smaller

And how she's that much stronger

When all you see is hurt

And I don't think answers Fall from the sky

I guess you have to go up and get them yourself

Maybe that's why she left

To try and help

Or maybe that's just how bad

She deserved to know

Maybe God missed her

We're all selfish you know

So come up with something

In response to "I'm sorry"

And see how ironic it looks and seems

To smile and nod with tear stained cheeks

And a shivering chin, a lump in your throat

an uncontrollable sadness that doesn't even ask

It just creeps in and makes its home with anyone from her past

And at least were all here

At least we're together

But this old living room is so empty without her

And the dishes are dirty

That light cream china

And this house has served its memories & I watched them fly up

And three years later

You'll read the sign "for sale" in the lawn

And thank God for times past & times that are gone

And realize that answers don't fall from the sky

I guess you have to go up and get them yourself

Maybe that's why she left

Just to find out

And the things she knows now

Are magic in themselves.